Saturday, August 4, 2007
glenni finally saw hw she look lyk le.evn dough its lyk she closd her eyes in d pic.but had a brief image.wth lo.i donnoe hw2 expres dat kind of half sorrow half hurt feeling.its getting so complicating.mayb i shouldnt haf wen so it wouldnt bring back dose memories bt apparently it got worse wif a 3rd party.but actualli i feel more 3rd-partiied den her.cos after all is she come first wan.....n dat prsn doesn evn noe dat im lyk___________.n dey all2 are lyk dam clse1...k nvm.im trying realli hard to pull miiself 2geder liao.but it just cant get off my mind.the wound is jus too deep n i foun miiself helpless n lost.dere's nothing i can do except to forget cos i noe dere's no progressing.......fish la.feel so much lyk smacking d hole emo disease off sia.i need a shoulder to lie on so badly...n sum1 to pour my troubles out to........kns lahh